Tuesday, December 15, 2009

sickness & remedy

it been a month now..
a month i the know the truth..
a month im being punished
a month i loss my stars..
a month coldness company myroad..
a month wishing upon stars..
a month im lost..
a month i hang..
a month i tried..
a month i stoned..
a month crystal clear drop down..

Thursday, December 10, 2009



beginning :BLOSSOM
middle : PERFERCTO...
ending : hang over @ like dying...=(

Friday, December 4, 2009

Tuesday, December 1, 2009


I don't know where I crossed the line
Was it something that I said
Or didn't say this time
And I don't know if it's me or you
But I can see the skies are changing
In all the shades of blue
And I don't know which way it's gonna go

If it's gonna be a rainy day
There's nothing we can do to make it change
We can pray for sunny weather
But that won't stop the rain
Feeling like you got no place to run
I can be your shelter 'til it's done
We can make this last forever
So please don't stop the rain
and bring me thunder...

Sunday, November 22, 2009


i cant feel the heat..
lost the warms..
entering only coldness..
words doesn't speak..
action doesn't show
only silent remains..

cure me from this sickness..
heal me this pains..
im not stronger as you see..
im fragile and merely broken..

sadness and empty company mydays..
laughter are far apart..
jokes aren't sync..
curiosity mainframe everything..

tears isn't the alternatives..
vendetta not the solutions..
avoiding is unacceptable..
while silent just killing..

Wednesday, November 18, 2009



gelap tidak bercahaya..

kelam pandanganku kabur..

jauh dari sinar..

sinar yg aku butuh..

sinar yg dulunya bersinar..

tapi kini..

hilang serinya..

jauh apinya..

layu jiwanya..

dingin suasananya..

gelap itu situasiku..

situasi yg mnjatuhkan ak..

jatuh tak berdaya..

layu ditengahnya..

hilang rasionalnya

pudar kemurniannya..

kecewa menderita

hanya ..

peperangan emosi yg tak henti

tatkala jiwa celaru mngejar mmp

Friday, June 5, 2009


morning with sunshine..
morning with the heat..
while the wind are breeze..
and sky in blue...
im stoned in my dreams..

i see the green..
i feel the cold..
but im pleased..
even stars are missing..
but rainbow are shining..